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Love is like that, it is unreliable.
Remind to heart ika..
1) you are no longer in his dream
2) you are no longer his muse
3) you are no longer his crazy
4) you are no longer his hand,head,foot,stomach,ear,nose
5) because he is no longer yours!
HE DOES NOT WANT YOU!

My hope, My life

This gonna be something..
I prayed every:
-day,hour,minute n second..to forget him...
But then, he came across my mind for every day,hour,minute,second,deken,meken...(own terms)..
Is he really my fateful man?

Just Give Me A Reason

i write this blog for myself to read soon..

and also to create my own stupid memories before i meet my other half:)

at this moment..zero words from mind.

Let the song tells everything,,,

Just Give Me A Reason"
(feat. Nate Ruess)

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Bergerak ke hadapan--moved on?

Seriously.this is hard.really hard.real hard.
until you realize that you are enough
enough of holding a principle of "loving you till the end".
It is nonsense.trust me.i had experienced this
when i said im gonna love you for the rest of my life and wat so not..
i was so deep in love with you.
then you left me insisted to not turning back.
At that time i promised to let you regret of trashing me.
Sooner, healing heart taught me that:
--You are just a RnR before i meet my house.
So why do i have to leave my important crucial heart in a RnR and bring nothing to my own house?
Owh.that's stupid.
Life is tiring,am I right?
I learned to heal heart after meeting you.
Even so, I moved on.
The past was not a history but it was a bitter memory to be put aside as a learning memory.
Thank you for the time. It helped and still is helping in healing process.
But no thanks to you to be an RnR for me.

stupid?not nice word,isn't?

open your eyes is not enough to see the people who sacrifice for us.please do open up your mind and heart to get what i mean here.

Dear people,
don't you know what is hate?or dislike?
can't you read the signal?
ooohh maiii god.pity you..
who just know to gain sympathy but not the real love.
if people like or love you.i mean to make u as their real friend,
they will just b spontan.
spontan in laugh,smile,talk,jokes and everything..with you.
you are soo..sooo..sooo.damn stupid

When your bestfriend got someone than u

you are single.
you have many friends.
you also have bestfriends.
you n them do not have boyfriends.
so u laugh,u share n u enjoy the quality time together.
u are very happy,thinking that life without man is still good.
because u have many friends and the crucial part is u have bestfriend.
then one day, the bff was snatched away.taken by her other part.
then u start to see her happiness.her laugh.her enjoyment.that are not shared with you..
she has someone else to live with.then,u are alone.
u only watch her happiness and start to feel like man is needed in life.
Omaigod..
why this is happening?
MY BFF is not mine at all.
then,should i try to get my own other half too?

.........

Anuar Wahidi

5 hours ago

Kerana dikhuatiri semakin didekati, semakin disakiti dan menyakiti. Jadi langkah terbaik adalah menjauhi.