Bergerak ke hadapan--moved on?

Seriously.this is hard.really hard.real hard.
until you realize that you are enough
enough of holding a principle of "loving you till the end".
It is nonsense.trust me.i had experienced this
when i said im gonna love you for the rest of my life and wat so not..
i was so deep in love with you.
then you left me insisted to not turning back.
At that time i promised to let you regret of trashing me.
Sooner, healing heart taught me that:
--You are just a RnR before i meet my house.
So why do i have to leave my important crucial heart in a RnR and bring nothing to my own house?
Owh.that's stupid.
Life is tiring,am I right?
I learned to heal heart after meeting you.
Even so, I moved on.
The past was not a history but it was a bitter memory to be put aside as a learning memory.
Thank you for the time. It helped and still is helping in healing process.
But no thanks to you to be an RnR for me.

stupid?not nice word,isn't?

open your eyes is not enough to see the people who sacrifice for us.please do open up your mind and heart to get what i mean here.

Dear people,
don't you know what is hate?or dislike?
can't you read the signal?
ooohh maiii god.pity you..
who just know to gain sympathy but not the real love.
if people like or love you.i mean to make u as their real friend,
they will just b spontan.
spontan in laugh,smile,talk,jokes and everything..with you.
you are soo..sooo..sooo.damn stupid

When your bestfriend got someone than u

you are single.
you have many friends.
you also have bestfriends.
you n them do not have boyfriends.
so u laugh,u share n u enjoy the quality time together.
u are very happy,thinking that life without man is still good.
because u have many friends and the crucial part is u have bestfriend.
then one day, the bff was snatched away.taken by her other part.
then u start to see her happiness.her laugh.her enjoyment.that are not shared with you..
she has someone else to live with.then,u are alone.
u only watch her happiness and start to feel like man is needed in life.
Omaigod..
why this is happening?
MY BFF is not mine at all.
then,should i try to get my own other half too?